The last phone call

I'm not very good with communication. For instance, tonight as I was surfing around on MySpace I came across someone that I realized I've never called back. I mean, this is not an uncommon occurrence for me, but I came to realize that I have a bad habit of not calling people back....ever. By this I mean, I will likely not ever call this person back. Not because they are a bad person or because I don't like them for any reason, it's just that I don't have a reason to call them.

With the size of the world and everything being so relatively small, I will mostly likely run into this person again sometime and then I'm not really sure what to say. "Yeah, so I never called you back in the spring of 2007. Sorry bout that. Did you need something?" It's weird. It's slightly awkward for me and yet I still continue to habitually not call people back. To be completely brutally honest, I'm happy with where I'm at with my life and my friends and the way things are going. I don't really feel like I'm missing out on anything that that person might have to contribute to my life anyway. Strangely selfish I realize this, but......well, I'm just a selfish person I suppose. It's weird I know. I'm not sure why I blogged on this except that I know that this instance is not the only one. Sometimes months will go by and all of the sudden I realize that I haven't talked to my roommate from highschool and close friend for.....well since possibly just after new years.

Am I really that self-involved? I'm not sure. The weird part of all of this is that I'm still using 4000+ minutes on my phone every month. Strange.