Saturday, January 26, 2008

Normal.

Life seems to be back to normal again. My girl is back to normal. Her speech came back, her balance came back halfway through the next day, she stopped seeing things that weren't there around the same time her balance came back, and she isn't seeing double any more. Her MRI and CT came back negative which is good, but it leaves me constantly wondering why she's had two seizures in the past two weeks? Is there something I can do to make this better? Is this going to continue on? I hope not. I hope it is a somewhat isolated incidence. I'm not sure I can handle this on an ongoing basis. I know there are a million kids out there who have had seizures and go on the rest of their lives just fine, I just don't like it. It hasn't happened to my kid. I don't like questioning when she goes to bed whether or not she will be breathing when I come in check on her again. It definitely leaves me more hesitant. I suppose there is nothing I can do but to live a normal life, let her know she is so important to me, and make her life a childlike as possible. Granted she has been through a lot for her little 5-year-old life, I just hope I can be the mom who makes it a little bit easier for her. I don't know. Thanks to everyone for your prayers and kind words. It is much appreciated.

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