Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Seizure the Day


Abnormality.

Not a word that any parent wants to hear, but unfortunately many parents hear it all too often. I heard it this morning. The EEG results are in. There is an abnormality. This means we play the waiting game. Waiting to see if she is going to continue to seize or not. I hate the waiting game. I'm the instant coffee, wireless internet, 30 minute or less meal kind of girl. Not the sit and wait person. Perhaps a part of me will become the sit and wait person through this. I don't know. Hopefully I will be sitting and waiting a long time...or forever. Either one of those would be nice.

Such is life I suppose. This is where I say: Roll with the punches. Carpe diem. Live life to the fullest. Make the most of it and don't look back. Right?? My words are coming back to haunt me.

Here I sit. Waiting.

2 comments:

trigirl82 said...

abnormality? what are they going to do about it? i don't like this waiting business you speak of, especially when it comes to situations such as these. black and white is much easier to deal with than gray..

smRteepantz said...

well, mothers do usually end up eating their words... but it gives us something to do in the meantime ;) that, and pray. you and the little lady are in mine...